Posted on Monday, 28 September 2009

Love is horrrible most of the times and even though we are so different from each other its path sometimes is common. It makes you so f@cking vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or touch you and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness. Ok sometimes if you are lucky it may be good and fulfilling and  endless. I’m not condemning. But why are we drawn into darkness? Why do we find it difficult to pursuit the healthy and more logical way of things? I don’t know, it seems to me that nowadays we claim we’re searching for the simple things but we have a numerous list of expectations. Yeah, who wouldn’t want a spontaneous love but who takes those risks anymore? I mean REALLY.Let’s be honest, you wont let anyone take you home unless you’ve already checked his status,his way of living,his job,his car, his background etc.And then,sure, we can go home and make some sweet “spontaneous” loove… right? As long as we both have been waxed.